Saturday, December 11, 2004
savourin my
beloved chocolate..
yummy... hehe
have been eating chocolate for the whole day..
wont be surprise if i get sore throat tml..
but hu cares..hehe
Friday, December 10, 2004
wat a great day !! =)
how i wish it didnt had ended so early..
everything was
awesome...
i want another gathering like this!!
the bus trip back was the greatest..!!
but so sad i was the first ta alight..
couldnt stay on the bus for long..
i am also really
touched..
thank
shi yuan, qian wen, hafiz and jaggy for the big piglet..
i really like it lots..
thanks for helpin me grant one wish..
thanks a million..!!
thanks samantha/ shiyuan/ qian wen/ hafiz/ jaggy!!
its 3 plus in ta mornin and i am still not asleep..
as usual cant get ta sleep..
at last am goin out tml..
jaggy and shi yuan is back..
will be able to see them
will also be able ta see qian wen and fiz
have nt seen them for like dnnoe how long..
only gt ta see sam..
hm.. i better sleep early..
later cant wake up..=)
Thursday, December 09, 2004
bloggin in ta mornig..
did not really sleep well..
was stil goin through lots of stuff in my head..
really tiring..
i really wonder why at this very moment
i would be still lost..
i really hope wateva is it it's not true..
i am alone in the pool of darkness
darkness is slwly pullin me under
i yell for help but no one could hear...
i began to fight
fighting to stay above the darkenss..
but darkness wont let go of its hold on me
so i began to give in
to the feelin that lies below..
i noe that this path would not lead to happiness
but why doesnt soemne grap my hand..
release me frm the darkness grasp
because no one knows I stand at the boundary
the boundary between light and dark
so I give in to the thing that holds me
All of the strength and all of the courage
that I once held in my heart
can't save me ....
So I slowly slip below the world of conscientiousness
undetected by the occupants of that world
I don't want to fight anymore
I've given into darkness ....
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
couldnt sleep the whole night..
was goin through lots of stuff in my mind..
all of a sudden..
tears just flow down..
recently feelin down..
have ta agree..
that girls cry easily..
went ta school today for the straits time interview..
later sam came ta my house..
had fun.. have been awhile since i last swam..
worn out now..
+lookin forward to friday
missin shi yuan and jaggy!!!
can ya come back soon!!
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
"My tears drift out of me
just like a sea of misery"
"Maybe they left me"
I am often silent in front of the sages
The silence is like a cloud at dusk
behind silence there's a wound
behind indifference there's a weakness
I smile and say that I'm not afraid of loneliness
but I hold back the tears
How I wish that someone could light a lamp for me
warm the hole of loneliness in my heart
this world became colder and colder
i've learn ta hide
I learn ta be silent
no longer willing to tell others
i am not absolutely strong as i think i am
At the bottom of my heart
i have weaknesses, empty places
Maybe in the rainy evening
maybe on the street at duskit becomes a wound without a reason
feelin low at ta moment..
guess each of us would do stuff differently..
sometimes i really wonder
should i show my feelins more..
i guess i prefer ta be alone for ta time bein..
back ta who i use ta be..
Sunday, December 05, 2004
tomorrow wil be CPA camp..
sob sob ='(..
jag and shiyuan will be goin..
will be missin them..
*urgh.. gonna cry soon..
-hope that friday i can make it!
christmas is just round the corner
i wont ask for much santa..
i just want:
necklaces
accessories
billabong cap
roxy flipflop
a big big piglet
a basket full of chocolates
more $$. i mean MORE
hm. and ya the stuffs on my wishlist!!
*so anybody wanna be my santa..feel free
i am kind enuff to draw out the list for you..
counting down to christmas: 20 days
Oceans apart,
day after day
And I slowly go insane
Ihear your voice,
on the line
But it doesn't stop the painI
f I see you next to never
How can we say forever
Chorus
Wherever you go,
whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes, or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I took for granted, all the times
That I thought we'd last somehow
I hear the laughter,
I taste the tears
But I cant get near you now
Oh cant you see it baby
You got me going crazy
Chorus
I wonder how we can survive this romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance
Oh cant you see it baby
You got me going crazy
Chorus
Waiting for you
